On the 27 May, which is last Sunday, I took part in the PAYM Shine Awards Performance with the Mountbatten CC Dance Interest Group. Theme for the event was Blue, Silver and White. I was wondering what type of silver stuff I can get for the performance. Can't really find silver apparels then got only my silver belt and silver wrist band. I wore a white singlet inside the white translucent top, blue shorts and my dancing shoe. I met up with Caifa and Suying at Ang Mo Kio MRT then we proceed to Orchard to meet the others and also saw Angeline and Apple as we got down the train.

When we met with the girls, we went to Burger King to find Chenghui, Angela, Yanyan and others. We ate our lunch and met others like the 2 Justin guy and Adel. Figuring the way to Orchard Hotel with the picture given by Wandee. Justin got kind of blur when we are at the underpass. Finally found Orchard Hotel and was waiting at the Ballroom for instruction to be given. Some people give their costume for the people to help them iron and we put our bags to the Lavendar Room so we could do our practice. Angeline, Grace and me was dancing offstage for the event. It was kind of scary because the audience are just infront of us but of course the eyes of the audience are mostly on top of the stage. After rehearsal, we changed to our costume, have dinner and then have our makeup done. All the makeup artists are like so cool and relaxed as they play music, sing along and do our makeup. The person did my makeup like so OH MY GOSH! She actually put makeup base, foundation, eye shadow, eyeliner, blusher, lipstick and lip gloss. My makeup is so thick that I cant even recognise myself too but alot people say that it's very nice. We had another dry run and photographs to be taken and then went to do our hair. We took alot of pictures even with Kenneth and Wandee also.

Around 7pm, everybody is getting ready at their own place for the performance to start. Once Justin start rapping and Caifa start beatboxing, we jump and run into the ballroom with our hands clapping. Till Justin say something that gives us a signal, we run to our placing and start dancing. I was so afraid that I might make a boo-boo but thank goodness, I did not but I realise my face doesnt have those expression. After dancing, everybody was so happy that we completed the performance. We took pictures with each other then went off soon after. Justin Chua, Apple, Grace and me went to Orchard Ion and have our very late dinner at some sushi shop. We end up chatting into some weird conversation that I think I shouldnt reveal~ Anyway it was quite a fun day and memoriable day.

Mountbatten Group with Kenneth Wong

Performing people

With the Makeup Blastic

Charis, Angeline, Angela, ChengHui, Me, Terrence, Justin Lam

Though it wasnt like the birthdays before with all my friends, at least the new friends I made, celebrated with me. I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE HELLA LOTS ♥

27 April ; Serena bought me a present and it's in blue too. My favourite colour, thanks alot Serena .  People like Norman, Grace and the dance people  prepared a cake for me and celebrated after CCA. Everybody is like "SOLO SOLO" because Erwin said I'm gonna perform solo. I thought they were suppose to entertain me instead? So awkward but I dragged Norman to dance with me. Anyway, Normzz and Grace was so funny that they actually brought me to choose cake and they say "the cake is for a girl we both know and she's kind of alike to you so we hope you can choose for us". How many people in this world likes Doraemon and has same taste as me? OH MY GOD? So actually I knew what they will be doing but was still very happy and touched for what they did . After that went to ZhuHai's house for dinner. He cooked for me a dinner. Except my family, who else would actually make the effort to cook for me? It's been a long time since I ate home cooked food. His cooking is quite good, at least better than mine. Enjoyed the dinner that he prepared though it took quite awhile before I get to eat. Thanks alot, ZhuHai. Really appreciate what you did .

28 April ; Woke up quite late so end up meeting my Aunt with Mom for dinner instead of lunch. We went to the Crystal Jade Restaurant @ NEX. The soup was very nice and sweet but I dont like the chicken in it though. We also ordered the Peking Roast Duck but I only eat the skin cause it's very crispy and nice especially when it wrapped with the egg skin and others. I dont really like to eat meat so I took out the duck meat from the noodle. The vegetable with garlic was quite okay and the Salted Egg Prawn was nice but just a little bit too much of flour, thats all. Dessert was Mango Pudding and it was very nice even though I didnt add the milk into it. We went around to shop around then end up at Isetan. Bought a Sheer Illuminating Base and Hydrating Sheer Lipshine from CHANEL. Thanks Mom and Aunt for buying it for me. We saw "The Avengers" show then we saw people playing the game. Hammering the object and see how much score you can get. Couldn't believe that I actually went to play, and got like about 600 points. So embarassing cause there's alot people looking. Meet ZhuHai around 8.30pm and went to buy the movie tickets of P.O.V, the Horror Film of Japan. Grace was supposed to come but she wasn't free.The show starts at 9.15pm then at first was like kind of boring till it starts to have some loud noise and those ghost finally appear. I was like so calm but ZhuHai and the girl at our row was like so scared. I'm like giggling and so calm at a horror film. AWESOME RIGHT? Anyway, thanks for the Gift from Jeremy. I really like the jigsaw Doraemon. After the movie, took a cab home then was like so tired and saw alot of wishes on facebook. Thank you so much, people!

29 April ; Second brother took me and mom out for lunch and we are having Dinner @ Jack's Place with Dad and brother. To celebrate my belated birthday and my brother's early birthday. My Elder Brother's birthday is on 2 May and is like so near to mine also. The waitress didnt really serve us and she look at us as if we got no money to pay. Last time their service was like excellent but now is like a piece of shit. Totally disappoint me but the food did not. I still enjoyed the Seafood Salad and Lobster Bisque. It's my all time favourite at Jack's Place. After eating, I went to Hai Bin @ Punggol with Mom, 2nd Brother and YongZheng. The new pond was opened so we decided to try. I caught 2 fish from the pond and caught like 3-4 patin at the normal pond. Was kind of happy today and had lots of fun. It's been very long since the whole family sat down and eat together. Really enjoy family time together at times.
Many people says that Relationships are just like ; Rubberbands - The more you pull and when you let go, the more hurt will the partner gets. Also, there are people saying that it's like ; Flying Kite - The tighter you pull the string, the higher chance that it will snap. There's also another thinking like - The girl is the item on shelf, if you like it, you should go for it. If you leave it there for too long, another person will come along and take it away. Dont you feel so too? If you truly like the person, just go for it. Dont leave it there for too long and wait till someone else took it away then you start to regret it.

Taking that last thinking ; You might felt that it's not worth "buying" that item, so you walked away and left it there. Once you reached home and start thinking, you realised that you actually needs it. When you went back to the store, somebody else already bought it away and start treasuring it. Never take too long for a decision. Some items might stay there for you but some may not. They arent really on reserved mode just for you. There will always be someone better that will treasure them way more than you do. For those that has a crush, dont you felt that you should go back to the store and get it?

Girls might neglect those good guys around them but also guys, dont you felt that you neglected the wonderful girls around you too? (:

i do not own this picture - Had quite an awesome time at the Chalet with Shermen, Jeremy, Kenneth, YangSheng, MingMin, KaiJia, Keith and others. Though the first night was kind of the turn-off. Had such a difficult time trying to sleep and fail like shit. Middle of the night like 4am plus, stomach cramp and broke out in cold sweat. That was such a bad experience at the chalet. Second day, went fishing with Jeremy and Shermen at Bedok Jetty then he fell sick. Sad for him that he keep puking then we cant catch much fish also. Went back to the chalet around 2pm plus and I'm so burnt. After we went back the chalet, we played Blackjack with Kaylyn, Vicki and Zihao. From the start already keep losing money to Jeremy. When Jeremy do split, he split into 4 then he still can win me by having 19 20 19 19.. He won alot but when we played with Kenneth in the night time, he lost quite an amount. When we all going sleep, we realise something scary. That is Caifa, he sleep like a bomb, can hit here hit there and knock our bed. He even go pull away Zac & Shermen's blanket. Zac was like " WTF?! " and in the morning, we had such a hard time waking Caifa up. He's really a deep deep heavy sleeper. We were almost late for check out because of him. Kenneth, Hou Yeung and Keith was so kind to help us clean up the chalet before leaving early and we didnt clear up much. Anyway, it was a good time being with these group of friends. Hope something like this will take place again soon. A gathering that let us talk all night and have fun memorising.

How I wish I can be a photography - To take down pictures of all the memories , happy times, sad times and alot more that human are going through.

How I wish I can be a artist - To draw out what I really am feeling deep inside my heart. To draw out the specials from the originals.

How I wish I can be a counsellor - To be a listening ear and someone who can give people options and lead them back to the right way.

How I wish I can be a illusionist - To be able to draw out whatever had happened in my dream.

How I wish I can be a angel - To bring happiness to people and be able to see all their smiles.

I wish to be these, I know I cant as there's too many. Humans are always so greedy that they want everything for themselves. I'm no different at all. If there's dream, there would be hope. With hope, comes chances. How I wish that there's a place where no worries is, no competition going on, no wars, quarrellings and worries. Living in a peaceful world of my own . How great would that be..

January Post; Only in my heart, no one shall knows .

Have not been blogging for so long already and finally wants to write a post. Too much things to say about it already. Like, chingay has never reach my expectation at all. This is to be honest as the atmosphere really isnt not there yet. Spending so much time to go there and going home so tired everyday. Insomia insomia.. Cant even have a good sleep lately.

Suppose to blog about my GCE N Level Results on 19 December. Failed 1 subject and that's Science. Total, I got 20 points and going to Sec 5 or Higher Nitec has to be 19 points. Damn fustrated and devasted. I was having high hopes on getting 19 points at least but in the end get 20points. Cant go Sec 5. Think it's even a bigger blow to my parents. Nothing can be changed also so just work hard now. So the sequence goes like this.

English Language Syllabus A            Grade 4
Combind Humanities                         Grade 5
Mathematics Syllabus A                    Grade 4
Science (Physics, Chemistry)            UNGRADED
Design And Technology                    Grade 5
Chinese                                              Grade 2
Chinese (Oral/Aural)                          Merit

27 Dec, went to Bishan ITE for my course's interview. I choose Retail as my first choice and the interview was going quite smoothly till some remarks on my report book. Like asking me to stay focused and etc. Guys, be good and let the teachers write good remarks on your report book. Even one negative remark is going to affect you. I explained and today finally got my results. I got in to Bishan ITE and with the course, Retail. Quite happy about it cause I didnt expect they would accept me.

2011 is going to mark its end soon and 2012 would be a new beginning for everybody. I will work hard in Nitec, go straight to High Nitec then promote to Polytechnic. So my parents would be happy for me and I believe that I can do it so long I want it.


Just do your best to achieve what you want

CHANNEL.W.JIASIN
Currently 17 & turns older every 28 April.
Hougang Primary | Peicai Secondary | Nope, I'm now studying at ITE Central College Bishan.
I enjoy prawning and fishing with friends as there's time for us to catch up with each other(:
There's passion for NPCC and Dancing in me. They are my interest and what I love.
You can hate me but dont forget I can also hate you. I treat those who treat me well, doubly well.
Do not judge me by my looks.

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On the 27 May, which is last Sunday, I took part in the PAYM Shine Awards Performance with the Mountbatten CC Dance Interest Group. Theme for the event was Blue, Silver and White. I was wondering what type of silver stuff I can get for the performance. Can't really find silver apparels then got only my silver belt and silver wrist band. I wore a white singlet inside the white translucent top, blue shorts and my dancing shoe. I met up with Caifa and Suying at Ang Mo Kio MRT then we proceed to Orchard to meet the others and also saw Angeline and Apple as we got down the train.

When we met with the girls, we went to Burger King to find Chenghui, Angela, Yanyan and others. We ate our lunch and met others like the 2 Justin guy and Adel. Figuring the way to Orchard Hotel with the picture given by Wandee. Justin got kind of blur when we are at the underpass. Finally found Orchard Hotel and was waiting at the Ballroom for instruction to be given. Some people give their costume for the people to help them iron and we put our bags to the Lavendar Room so we could do our practice. Angeline, Grace and me was dancing offstage for the event. It was kind of scary because the audience are just infront of us but of course the eyes of the audience are mostly on top of the stage. After rehearsal, we changed to our costume, have dinner and then have our makeup done. All the makeup artists are like so cool and relaxed as they play music, sing along and do our makeup. The person did my makeup like so OH MY GOSH! She actually put makeup base, foundation, eye shadow, eyeliner, blusher, lipstick and lip gloss. My makeup is so thick that I cant even recognise myself too but alot people say that it's very nice. We had another dry run and photographs to be taken and then went to do our hair. We took alot of pictures even with Kenneth and Wandee also.

Around 7pm, everybody is getting ready at their own place for the performance to start. Once Justin start rapping and Caifa start beatboxing, we jump and run into the ballroom with our hands clapping. Till Justin say something that gives us a signal, we run to our placing and start dancing. I was so afraid that I might make a boo-boo but thank goodness, I did not but I realise my face doesnt have those expression. After dancing, everybody was so happy that we completed the performance. We took pictures with each other then went off soon after. Justin Chua, Apple, Grace and me went to Orchard Ion and have our very late dinner at some sushi shop. We end up chatting into some weird conversation that I think I shouldnt reveal~ Anyway it was quite a fun day and memoriable day.

Mountbatten Group with Kenneth Wong

Performing people

With the Makeup Blastic

Charis, Angeline, Angela, ChengHui, Me, Terrence, Justin Lam

Though it wasnt like the birthdays before with all my friends, at least the new friends I made, celebrated with me. I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE HELLA LOTS ♥

27 April ; Serena bought me a present and it's in blue too. My favourite colour, thanks alot Serena .  People like Norman, Grace and the dance people  prepared a cake for me and celebrated after CCA. Everybody is like "SOLO SOLO" because Erwin said I'm gonna perform solo. I thought they were suppose to entertain me instead? So awkward but I dragged Norman to dance with me. Anyway, Normzz and Grace was so funny that they actually brought me to choose cake and they say "the cake is for a girl we both know and she's kind of alike to you so we hope you can choose for us". How many people in this world likes Doraemon and has same taste as me? OH MY GOD? So actually I knew what they will be doing but was still very happy and touched for what they did . After that went to ZhuHai's house for dinner. He cooked for me a dinner. Except my family, who else would actually make the effort to cook for me? It's been a long time since I ate home cooked food. His cooking is quite good, at least better than mine. Enjoyed the dinner that he prepared though it took quite awhile before I get to eat. Thanks alot, ZhuHai. Really appreciate what you did .

28 April ; Woke up quite late so end up meeting my Aunt with Mom for dinner instead of lunch. We went to the Crystal Jade Restaurant @ NEX. The soup was very nice and sweet but I dont like the chicken in it though. We also ordered the Peking Roast Duck but I only eat the skin cause it's very crispy and nice especially when it wrapped with the egg skin and others. I dont really like to eat meat so I took out the duck meat from the noodle. The vegetable with garlic was quite okay and the Salted Egg Prawn was nice but just a little bit too much of flour, thats all. Dessert was Mango Pudding and it was very nice even though I didnt add the milk into it. We went around to shop around then end up at Isetan. Bought a Sheer Illuminating Base and Hydrating Sheer Lipshine from CHANEL. Thanks Mom and Aunt for buying it for me. We saw "The Avengers" show then we saw people playing the game. Hammering the object and see how much score you can get. Couldn't believe that I actually went to play, and got like about 600 points. So embarassing cause there's alot people looking. Meet ZhuHai around 8.30pm and went to buy the movie tickets of P.O.V, the Horror Film of Japan. Grace was supposed to come but she wasn't free.The show starts at 9.15pm then at first was like kind of boring till it starts to have some loud noise and those ghost finally appear. I was like so calm but ZhuHai and the girl at our row was like so scared. I'm like giggling and so calm at a horror film. AWESOME RIGHT? Anyway, thanks for the Gift from Jeremy. I really like the jigsaw Doraemon. After the movie, took a cab home then was like so tired and saw alot of wishes on facebook. Thank you so much, people!

29 April ; Second brother took me and mom out for lunch and we are having Dinner @ Jack's Place with Dad and brother. To celebrate my belated birthday and my brother's early birthday. My Elder Brother's birthday is on 2 May and is like so near to mine also. The waitress didnt really serve us and she look at us as if we got no money to pay. Last time their service was like excellent but now is like a piece of shit. Totally disappoint me but the food did not. I still enjoyed the Seafood Salad and Lobster Bisque. It's my all time favourite at Jack's Place. After eating, I went to Hai Bin @ Punggol with Mom, 2nd Brother and YongZheng. The new pond was opened so we decided to try. I caught 2 fish from the pond and caught like 3-4 patin at the normal pond. Was kind of happy today and had lots of fun. It's been very long since the whole family sat down and eat together. Really enjoy family time together at times.
Many people says that Relationships are just like ; Rubberbands - The more you pull and when you let go, the more hurt will the partner gets. Also, there are people saying that it's like ; Flying Kite - The tighter you pull the string, the higher chance that it will snap. There's also another thinking like - The girl is the item on shelf, if you like it, you should go for it. If you leave it there for too long, another person will come along and take it away. Dont you feel so too? If you truly like the person, just go for it. Dont leave it there for too long and wait till someone else took it away then you start to regret it.

Taking that last thinking ; You might felt that it's not worth "buying" that item, so you walked away and left it there. Once you reached home and start thinking, you realised that you actually needs it. When you went back to the store, somebody else already bought it away and start treasuring it. Never take too long for a decision. Some items might stay there for you but some may not. They arent really on reserved mode just for you. There will always be someone better that will treasure them way more than you do. For those that has a crush, dont you felt that you should go back to the store and get it?

Girls might neglect those good guys around them but also guys, dont you felt that you neglected the wonderful girls around you too? (:

i do not own this picture - Had quite an awesome time at the Chalet with Shermen, Jeremy, Kenneth, YangSheng, MingMin, KaiJia, Keith and others. Though the first night was kind of the turn-off. Had such a difficult time trying to sleep and fail like shit. Middle of the night like 4am plus, stomach cramp and broke out in cold sweat. That was such a bad experience at the chalet. Second day, went fishing with Jeremy and Shermen at Bedok Jetty then he fell sick. Sad for him that he keep puking then we cant catch much fish also. Went back to the chalet around 2pm plus and I'm so burnt. After we went back the chalet, we played Blackjack with Kaylyn, Vicki and Zihao. From the start already keep losing money to Jeremy. When Jeremy do split, he split into 4 then he still can win me by having 19 20 19 19.. He won alot but when we played with Kenneth in the night time, he lost quite an amount. When we all going sleep, we realise something scary. That is Caifa, he sleep like a bomb, can hit here hit there and knock our bed. He even go pull away Zac & Shermen's blanket. Zac was like " WTF?! " and in the morning, we had such a hard time waking Caifa up. He's really a deep deep heavy sleeper. We were almost late for check out because of him. Kenneth, Hou Yeung and Keith was so kind to help us clean up the chalet before leaving early and we didnt clear up much. Anyway, it was a good time being with these group of friends. Hope something like this will take place again soon. A gathering that let us talk all night and have fun memorising.

How I wish I can be a photography - To take down pictures of all the memories , happy times, sad times and alot more that human are going through.

How I wish I can be a artist - To draw out what I really am feeling deep inside my heart. To draw out the specials from the originals.

How I wish I can be a counsellor - To be a listening ear and someone who can give people options and lead them back to the right way.

How I wish I can be a illusionist - To be able to draw out whatever had happened in my dream.

How I wish I can be a angel - To bring happiness to people and be able to see all their smiles.

I wish to be these, I know I cant as there's too many. Humans are always so greedy that they want everything for themselves. I'm no different at all. If there's dream, there would be hope. With hope, comes chances. How I wish that there's a place where no worries is, no competition going on, no wars, quarrellings and worries. Living in a peaceful world of my own . How great would that be..

January Post; Only in my heart, no one shall knows .

Have not been blogging for so long already and finally wants to write a post. Too much things to say about it already. Like, chingay has never reach my expectation at all. This is to be honest as the atmosphere really isnt not there yet. Spending so much time to go there and going home so tired everyday. Insomia insomia.. Cant even have a good sleep lately.

Suppose to blog about my GCE N Level Results on 19 December. Failed 1 subject and that's Science. Total, I got 20 points and going to Sec 5 or Higher Nitec has to be 19 points. Damn fustrated and devasted. I was having high hopes on getting 19 points at least but in the end get 20points. Cant go Sec 5. Think it's even a bigger blow to my parents. Nothing can be changed also so just work hard now. So the sequence goes like this.

English Language Syllabus A            Grade 4
Combind Humanities                         Grade 5
Mathematics Syllabus A                    Grade 4
Science (Physics, Chemistry)            UNGRADED
Design And Technology                    Grade 5
Chinese                                              Grade 2
Chinese (Oral/Aural)                          Merit

27 Dec, went to Bishan ITE for my course's interview. I choose Retail as my first choice and the interview was going quite smoothly till some remarks on my report book. Like asking me to stay focused and etc. Guys, be good and let the teachers write good remarks on your report book. Even one negative remark is going to affect you. I explained and today finally got my results. I got in to Bishan ITE and with the course, Retail. Quite happy about it cause I didnt expect they would accept me.

2011 is going to mark its end soon and 2012 would be a new beginning for everybody. I will work hard in Nitec, go straight to High Nitec then promote to Polytechnic. So my parents would be happy for me and I believe that I can do it so long I want it.


Just do your best to achieve what you want

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